• Seraching for Meaning In Loss happens in grief

    Searching For Meaning In Loss

    May 10, 2018

    The day that irrevocably changed my life began simply with hope. My baby girl appeared to be improving in so many tiny yet remarkable ways until she unexpectedly took her last breath. At that moment, darkness wrapped itself around me and enveloped my very existence. My worldview was irrevocably altered, and I discovered that the…

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  • My Desperate Search For The Spirit Of My Miscarried Baby

    October 13, 2017

    My Spirit & Motherhood I recently had a miscarriage that tested my sense of spirituality. I felt conflicted by my inability to connect with the spirit of the tiny being that had been growing in my belly. I have always felt a strong sense of spirituality. As a girl and adolescent, I felt strongly connected…

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  • Your God Is Not My God

    September 29, 2017

    For many, when a child dies beliefs become challenged. We try to make sense of such devastation. We try to understand. We feel the need to know why something like this happened. We want there to be greater meaning or purpose. Many people cling to their beliefs as comfort, but many also question them, feeling…

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