• I'll always wonder: Could He have been saved?

    I’ll Always Wonder: Could He Have Been Saved?

    July 13, 2018

    Could he have been saved? Not a day goes by that this does not cross my mind. A question I constantly ask myself, a question many other couples ask about their baby. Could they have been saved? Is there something that we could have done to change this outcome? Unfortunately, we will never know. Never.…

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  • I Thought About Hurting Myself

    October 6, 2017

    In the beginning of my loss, I was so overcome with my sorrow and my grief, I truly felt I was drowning, that I thought about hurting myself. I’ve never gone through something so traumatic before, something this devastating – I had no idea what to do with all these emotions I was dealing with.…

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