• I Have A Secret

    September 23, 2013

    June 2007, my wife Rachel and I attended the wedding of an old friend in Niagara Falls, New York. He was a friend that we were both close to in high school that kind of drifted off as we moved forward with our lives. We were happy to attend, along with a number of our…

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  • An Un-due Date

    September 17, 2013

    Guest post by Candace Today is my un-due date. Anyone care to take a guess what that is? I have had a lot of these but I think the last few have been progressively harder for me. You see, 9 months ago I sat in a waiting room at our fertility clinic waiting for my…

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  • Choices

    September 6, 2013

    The other day, I came across a blog of someone dealing with infertility. I don’t read many blogs these days.  I haven’t really even written much in mine lately.  I find myself facing writer’s block a lot of the time…so many, many things I want to say but all jumbled in my head and it…

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  • The girl in the mirror

    September 2, 2013

    She once knew who she was. She once knew what she looked like. She once knew what others saw in her. When she looked in the mirror she saw her whole self.  She saw her physical self and loved what she saw.  She felt confident, she saw confidence.  She saw pretty bright eyes, shiny hair,…

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  • Losing the Innocence of Pregnancy

    Losing the Innocence of Pregnancy

    August 29, 2013

    Miscarriage can leave scars on our hearts far beyond waiting for the physical reminders to go away. In it’s place comes something that can stay with us far longer than we ever realized and ever hoped. That’s the strange thing about grief and our experiences, even when we don’t expect it to — it can…

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  • Dealing with Infertility without God

    August 27, 2013

    I’ve pondered how to write about this very sensitive subject without ruffling any feathers but still being true to myself. I apologize in advance if it makes anyone uncomfortable but I feel like it’s a topic that often goes untouched. So here’s my attempt at pulling this bulky book off the shelf, dusting it off…

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  • Give Me Children or Give Me Death

    August 26, 2013

    Over the past week depression has started attempting to creep back into my life. The challenge of being a single father with a work from home job has started to once again feel overwhelming. As I work to break out of what could be a very dangerous cycle two thoughts keep popping up that I…

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