Torn Between Death and Life
Recently, my husband and I welcomed our “rainbow” twin daughters into the world. (I am hesitant to use the term rainbow baby
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November 19, 2018
Guilty Feelings
Reflecting on September (My Month of Grief and Joy)
September. The ninth month of the year. The one month that has me battling emotions all over the place. The one month I dread
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October 12, 2018
Guilt After Child Loss Will Eat You Alive
There is so much guilt after child loss, they seem to go hand-in-hand. It compounds the heaviness of our loss and makes us
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September 28, 2018
Grieving In Front Of Your Living Children
Recently, a mother in one of the forums wrote about how she was feeling guilty that her grieving was taking away from her
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August 2, 2018
It’s All My Fault
I know it is. Somehow. Nate and Sam died of hypoxia, and I worry that I caused it. Because hypoxia means a lack of oxygen,
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July 4, 2014
My Silent Grief
At first, I lived by seconds and I heard every single one of them… tick… tick… tick… It was all I could do to put my feet
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January 8, 2014
I See You
I see you. I see your silent grief. The way your eyes dart away from the obviously pregnant woman sitting across from you.
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December 24, 2013