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September 30, 2019

5 Things To Understand About Surviving the Sudden, Traumatic Death Of A Child

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5 Things To Understand About Surviving the Sudden, Traumatic Death Of A Child
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How do you make sense of a sudden, unexpected loss of a loved one?

It all seems unfathomable when one moment you are enjoying ordinary moments with those you love — school shopping, out with friends or vacationing.

Then the next moment you are faced with the unthinkable. Although it is impossible to compare the pain of grief, the sudden, traumatic loss of someone close to you is a heartbreak like no other.

My family was experiencing one of those moments when we were on vacation in Pismo Beach, California.

Our plans were to camp on the beach and enjoy some time riding ATVs on the dunes.

Suddenly, without warning, plans changed as we saw our daughter Nicole get off course and ride her ATV off a steep, vertical sand dune.

We watched in horror as she plunged to the bottom, with the ATV landing on top of her.

My mind could not absorb what my eyes were seeing. Everything around me seemed to slow down and blur. 9-1-1 was called, and an ambulance took our girl away.

As our family gathered at the hospital, we prayed for a miracle.

When the doctor broke the news to us that Nicole had not made it, my world was forever changed.

My mind could not absorb what my ears were hearing. Someone told me that I was in shock. I believe it could also be called God’s Divine Protection.

I was only able to assimilate small bits of information at a time.

If I had been hit with the full brunt of that reality, I wouldn’t have been able to survive.

1. Suddenness Adds Difficulty

The traumatic death of a child in any situation brings on unimaginable pain. But sudden, sometimes violent loss adds another layer because our brains have to absorb the sudden shock.

I believe the more unexpected the loss, the more time it will take for your mind to absorb the terrible thing that has happened.

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Recent headlines radically reflect this, through the violent, tragic events that have taken place across our country.

One minute people are enjoying festivals, shopping and being out with friends. The next moment, their lives are altered forever.

Mothers separated from their children; husbands separated from their wives.

Thrust into these situations, your bodies and minds experience a myriad of emotions.

You may feel as though you are trying to find your footing in another dimension into which you’ve been forced, where you don’t want to be, but feel terminally trapped.

2. Take the Time Necessary to Process

This time of recognition is part of the grieving process. In the Standard Stages of Grief, this is called the Denial Stage.

I believe God created your brain this way on purpose, as a means of protection.

If you were to realize the full brunt of your new reality, your mind could not contain it. Some would call it Psychological Shock, but I would call it Divine Protection.

I believe our culture doesn’t allow people enough time to fully and adequately grieve.

Modern train of thought is that you handle grief well if you get over it and move on quickly.

That is not necessarily true. You need to allow yourself, and others, time to embrace the loss. That is when the healing begins.

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If you put off the grief or try to hide it, it will just come bubbling up in other areas of your life.

And while you may feel very off-kilter, I promise, embracing the grief process gives so much more healing and re-centering than denying the emotions or trauma.

If you don’t deal with it now, you WILL have to deal with it later. And it may be much more explosive, overwhelming, or painful.

Grief is not something that can be fixed or cured, nor should it be. Truly, grief is only experienced because of love.

After a significant loss, we are not restored to our original condition.

You will never “get over” it, or even “move on.” No, that implies leaving love behind because of tragedy.

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We carry love and our loved ones with us. But we can move forward. You will never be as you once were, but you can embrace a new normal.

There are hope and healing within our grief.

3. Don’t Rush Yourself

It may take weeks to realize your loss fully. Don’t be alarmed when you feel like you have to experience the same thoughts of denial day after day.

Those thoughts will spread out, and your mind will eventually absorb the truth of your loss.

4. Give Yourself Freedom to Grieve in Your Way

Grief is a profoundly personal journey, so it is essential that you not compare yourself to others in pain.

For some, it may be helpful to visit the site of the accident or traumatic event.

For others, they never want ever to visit that place again.

When my daughter Nicole passed away, the nurses asked me if I wanted to see her in the hospital. I know they expected a yes, but for me, I said no.

I needed to remember her fully alive.

For others, it is the opposite. I spoke to a beautiful mama who had lost her daughter in a car accident; she said that she needed to see her sweet girl. She hugged and kissed her deceased daughter.

That is what she needed to do to say goodbye.

So, grieve freely and allow yourself to be yourself. Honor the place that your loved one had in your life.

5. Accept Help

It is okay to let people know that you need time alone to process. However, you must allow some of your inner circle in to keep an eye on you.

When people are in pain, they can tend to isolate. You can’t always trust your feelings during this season.

You must create a buffer of a few “safe” people around you.

Be honest with them.

Let them hold you while you cry.

Know they won’t judge you when you laugh.

But above all, be real and sincere with them. They can keep you safely anchored to truth and light when the darkness feels too heavy.

Accidents are so hard. It can feel much harder, much darker when a deliberate choice and action of someone takes the life or lives of others.

Feel every feeling and know it’s okay.

There’s no right or wrong.

But know, above all, you still control your actions and responses to these tragedies.

Grief is a journey; however long it may take. Just keep moving, backward or forwards.

Don’t get stuck, don’t set up camp in grief and trauma.

Don’t Tell Me God Is Good

I don’t know why these tragedies happen or why God allows one to be taken and the other one left. There is no answer on this side of Heaven, but I do believe that even in the darkness of our grief, there can be purpose and healing.

Remember, suffering brings perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope.

And hope does not disappoint.

Whatever loss befalls you, may you be redeemed with hope.

May you love fiercely and deeply and always, never forgetting or leaving the ones you love behind.

May you find purpose and healing in your own life.

And someday, may you again find joy. This is my prayer for you.


Kim Peacock is the author of Victorious Heart, which details her handling of grief over the loss of her 17-year-old daughter. It also provides insightful advice for those seeking to support and help those who grieve. She has raised six children, residing with her second husband in a log house in Mt. Juliet, Tennessee. Several years ago, they relocated from the desert of Southern California. She is the CFO of Peacock Engineering, a cemetery construction company that specializes in cemetery improvement and expansion.
Through her blog, Wild Victorious Heart, and her book and speaking Kim acts as a grief mentor to others in need. Her blended family includes a step-daughter, a daughter with her current husband, and three adopted children. She also has several grandchildren. For more information, consult: http://www.wildvictoriousheart.com

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  1. Serena says

    October 2, 2019 at 1:03 pm

    My daughters death was incidental and traumatic, too. Thank you for sharing with me.

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    • Charlotte Hardesty says

      December 17, 2019 at 1:39 pm

      When my Daughter Karen passed away l was in shock and had so much to take care of . Karen was single with a son. So that’s why l had to do the funeral. I will forever be changed because finding her and everything l saw was my worst nightmare.

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  2. Phillip Spencer says

    November 14, 2019 at 5:13 pm

    A couple of points:

    1/. Any death of a child is traumatic, depending on your experience, you can argue about the levels of trauma in the authors case it was very sudden and that is a shock. In our case we watched our daughter wither away over a period of a few years a once strong and healthy young woman wither to some one half her size. For the author her heart was ripped apart suddenly ours was torn apart gradually like a death by a 1000 cuts if you like, both are traumatic but the trauma is the same.

    2/. “This “Sickness” Called Grief” I don’t see it that way because, the power of the grief is directly proportional to the power of love, to love means that we will grieve at some point the two are the opposite sides of the same coin.

    3/. “Don’t Tell Me God Is Good” Personally I have to agree here God lead me down the path to Hell had me rattle the gates into Hell then laughed in my face! That is how watching my daughter wither up and eventually die in my arms made me feel.

    4/. “Whatever loss befalls you, may you be redeemed with hope.” I don’t subscribe to this, I have lost all hope, although I have found comfort in helping and volunteering but I was doing that before my daughter got sick and died so where is the “Kama” I did good things and still I have been left shattered and broken.

    There is no rational way to rationalise the loss of your of a child. It sucks and leaves you broken in ways that only a parent who has lost their child can understand, no ones grief is worse than the others, it is all the same, grief is grief and if there had to be a scale to measure grief losing a child would be the top. I grieved when my father died, I grieved when my brother died and I grieved when my nephew ( my brothers son died two days before my brother did) but the grief of watching my daughter shrink over three years and eventually die in my arms that is/was the absolute worst grief of all it completely broke me!

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    • Nicky says

      February 2, 2020 at 1:37 am

      I am so sorry!

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  3. Renee says

    May 12, 2020 at 7:21 am

    We had just took vacation in october first family vacation ever something told us to take it then right after xmas we found out our daughters leukemia was back that she had battled and beat a yr ago and she was also 6wks pregant. She passed on Jan 24 it took her and the babies life. We are still try n to grasp it all she was only 22 and yes we have ask all those questions why her

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