• Healing Through The Holidays

    December 20, 2017

    I am finding this December harder than the last. This is the second Christmas without Toby, and there is more hurt in the holidays than I remember from last year. Last year it had only been four months since Toby died. My memory of that time is very spotty. I remember only bits and pieces.…

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  • My New (Imperfect) Life

    July 3, 2017

      The shock of it all was paralyzing. I’ve never felt like that in my life. The crazy thing is, I couldn’t feel anything at all. My heart was literally broken. I couldn’t pick my hands up. The emptiness felt like 50lb weights in each hand. I remember going to the mall with Dan, my…

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