Meet the Contributors

Our Writing Team

AmandaAmanda Ross-White is the proud mother of four beautiful children, including her twin boys Nate and Sam, who were stillborn in 2007. She is eternally grateful to watch her rainbow children, daughter Rebecca and son Alex, grow around her. Since joining the sad world of the babylost, she has become dedicated to furthering research into stillbirth and neonatal death, as well as the unique parenting and relationship challenges for babylost mothers. In her day job, she helps connect people to the medical and health information they need, and sees the need for better communication between babylost mothers and their health care providers. She’s currently writing a guide for a pregnancy after a loss. (Photo courtesy of Courtesy Maryl Cook Photography).

Find Amanda here: facebook

Articles by Amanda


Carly Marie Dudley is a mother of 4 children from Perth Western Australia. On January 26th 2007 Carly and her husband Sam experienced the stillbirth of their 2nd child and only son Christian. 18 months later Carly created Christian’s Beach – A childrens memorial website. Carly visits the beach around 6 nights a week where she engraves in the sand, the names of babies and children that have passed away. She then photographs the names under the sunset. Carly receives thousands of requests from around the globe each year. In 2010 Carly founded the International Bereaved Mothers and Fathers Days. She also shares a card line with Franchesca Cox (Still Standing’s editor). The card line called Lost For Words specializes in pregnancy and infant loss. Carly maintains her website at Project Heal where she writes on ways to inspire people to heal after the death of their baby or child. Carly can capture beauty and find miracles in just about anything and that is what she will be writing about here at Still Standing.

Find Carly here: website / facebook / twitter

Articles by Carly


DianaDiana blogs at Diana Wrote. Married at a young age, her and her husband Sam waited 6 years to have their first little girl Bella in 2009. In 2012 they learned they were expecting baby 2 – and 3! Identical twin boys Preston and Julian. In May at 19 weeks, her water broke. After a week of hanging onto them, the boys were born and died in her arms. Turning to adoption, they spent 6 months working towards bringing a son home only to be told for various reasons that adoption at that time wasn’t ideal. Shortly after, they were expecting another son, Kaden. After months of a high risk pregnancy that came with all kinds of medical procedures, he arrived full term and healthy in August 2013. 4 days later he was found to have a severe heart condition, and after 2 weeks in Children’s they discovered a rare virus had attacked his heart, making him ineligible for a transplant. He died shortly after surrounded by family and in her arms. Now she writes about putting the pieces of their life back together. You can also find her work on Babble, Liberating Working Moms, She Reads Truth, The New York Times, and The Huffington Post. Smaller glimpses into her day are on Twitter, Facebook, and Instagram.

Find Diana here: blog / facebook / twitter / instagram

Articles by Diana


Emily is the mother of two daughters gone-to-soon. In college, she experienced the death of her fiancé. Several months later, their daughter, Grace, was born still. After many years, Emily finally sought support and created a community that helped her to find the beauty in life again after her losses. When she experienced the miscarriage of her second daughter, Lily, providing support for other grieving parents became a passion and a mission. Emily is an author, Life Archeologist, and advocate for all families living the unspeakable. She is the author of the books, “Invisible Mothers: When Love Doesn’t Die,” “You Are Not Alone: Love Letters from Loss Mom to Loss Mom,” “From Father to Father: Letters from Loss Dad to Loss Dad,” and more.

Emily brings a balance of personal and professional experience to her work with grieving families. In addition to providing support individually to grieving mothers and fathers, Emily strives to educate and improve care for bereaved mothers from medical professionals and other counseling professionals. She writes and educates through her website at http://emilyrlong.com.

Find Emily here: facebook / mother heart group / pinterest / instagram

Articles by Emily


Franchesca Cox

Franchesca Cox is the Founder and Editor of Still Standing Magazine. She has lived to tell the tale of what it means to be a bereaved mama and fight for the privilege to love life again. While her heart will always beat for the life that her daughter could not live, she finds her passion in helping other bereaved mothers work through their grief so that life might be lived with intention and purpose one day. She is the creator and author of Facets of Grief Creative Workshop, and author of Celebrating Pregnancy Again.

Find Franchesca here: instagram / facebook / website

Articles by Franchesca


HeatherIn 2008, Heather’s world as she knew it changed forever, with the sudden loss of her 14 year old son, Austin. Therapy, and often survival, came in the form of writing, beginning at a memorial blog remembering him. Along the way, she realized the pouring out of her story was also helping others. With a gentle nudging, she chose to take another path, challenging herself to find the JOY in every day, despite the sadness she still felt. She loves and misses Austin daily but is living her life to honor him – and celebrating every moment it brings. Aside from writing for Still Standing, you can also find Heather at Joyful Challenge. It’s an honor as well to be among the contributing authors for the book, “360 Degrees of Grief” and the sister book, “Still Standing – Because they Lived.” but she has also had the privilege of being featured on BlogHer, Exhale Literary Magazine. Her joys today include being a wife and a mom to Austin’s younger brother.

Find Heather here: blog / facebook / twitter

Articles by Heather


Henderson Lafond is a wife, dreamer and mother to three children from Mint Hill, North Carolina. Her second child, a daughter named Madison Reid, was born asleep on October 17, 2015. Through her grief, Henderson discovered a passion to help her fellow sisters in loss and launched Madison’s Closet on April 2, 2016. Their mission is to comfort and clothe moms who have suffered a perinatal loss by providing complimentary donated clothing to help them reclaim their self-confidence. When you have something nice to wear, you feel better about yourself. The women who donate to Madison’s Closet do so thinking of the women they will help. They want to be of service in a helpless situation. Please visit Madison’s Closet to learn more about their mission or to receive or donate clothing. Henderson can also be found on The Huffington Post.

Find Henderson here: facebook / twitter / instagram
Articles by Henderson

Jessi Snapp resides in Indiana where she is currently pursuing her master’s degree in Social Work. She is married with one child here on earth and three she carries in her heart. After the birth of her first son in 2009, Jessi struggled with secondary infertility and endured two losses to miscarriage in 2013. Shortly after, Jessi became pregnant with her son Silas Edison who was diagnosed with Trisomy 18 at 20 weeks gestation. Silas was born on August 20, 2014. Though his life was brief, he left a lifetime of love. Eight months after the passing of her son, she turned his nursery into Luminous Light Studio where she creates heartfelt art for bereaved parents in memory of their children. Through her art, she has found comfort in creating and connecting with other bereaved families. Jessi also writes about her journey with loss and grief on her blog at Luminous Light Studio and writes about carrying to birth despite a fatal diagnosis on All That Love Can Do.

Articles by Jessi


Kelly

Kelly Gerken is the President and Founder of Sufficient Grace Ministries, serving hundreds of grieving families worldwide since 2004. From her own family’s journey of grief and healing, Kelly has created the Dreams of You Memory Book and other beautiful support materials to help families form a precious memory for their babies who leave this earth too soon. She is the mother of five children, three who dance in heaven, and two boys on this earth. She and her husband, Tim said goodbye to twin daughters, Faith and Grace, born still in 1996 at 26 weeks gestation, due to complications from twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome. In 1998, they heard the words “incompatible with life” in regards to their son, Thomas, who was diagnosed with Potter’s Syndrome. They chose to continue the pregnancy, despite the diagnosis, embracing the time they were given with their son. Thomas lived for six hours after his full term birth before going home to heaven. Kelly is a certified SBD birth and bereavement doula and the executive director of the SGM Perinatal Hospice birth and bereavement services program. She is also a writer, singer, speaker, hospital educator, and advocate for compassionate care for bereaved parents.

For more information about Sufficient Grace Ministries, visit: www.sufficientgraceministries.org

Find Kelly here: facebook / blog / twitter / website

Articles by Kelly


Larissa is happily married to Marcus, and has been since 2011. In 2012, she was thrilled to discover that she was pregnant with their first child. After a smooth, complication free pregnancy, her baby girl’s heart stopped beating at 39 weeks. On January 30, 2013, Ariella was born still, but reason was ever found for her death. Larissa turned to writing as a way of processing her grief and keeping people updated on how her and her husband were going. As time went on, she became passionate about sharing with people about baby loss, and wrestling with how the concepts of faith and loss can possibly work together. For Mother’s Day 2013, Larissa received the perfect present: the discovery that she was pregnant again. Her son was born safely in January 2014, just weeks before Ariella’s first birthday. In August 2015, after a stressful pregnancy, Larissa’s second daughter was born alive and healthy. Her fourth baby is due late 2017.

Find Larissa here: blog / facebook

Articles by Larissa


Lauren

Lauren has walked the road of trauma and grief for years, mainly as a PTSD therapist and then most recently in her personal life after the loss of her adopted daughter through a failed adoption and then the subsequent stillbirth of her daughter Rhiannon at 39 weeks from a cord accident/cord compression in March of 2013. These losses also followed 6 years of infertility and failed IVF. She has been married to her husband since 2004.
She started writing on her blog JumpOverTheRainbow.com and at her Facebook page a few days after one of her most drastic infertility diagnoses, Premature Ovarian Failure and High FSH. Since that first post, it has been a way to process her experiences, all the ups and downs involved, as well as connecting to others on the same journey. She hopes to soon complete fertility treatments using donated embryo’s and also talks about the grief involved in infertility and adoption of losing the “genetic connection” to our children, as well as the unique grief of failed adoption in which a child still continues to live but the grief is still the same. Lauren writes to honor her daughter “Ree” and to make sense of the beautiful madness in the grieving process.
Find Lauren here: blog / facebook

Articles by Lauren


Lori Ennis battled infertility for eleven-and-a-half years before she turned to IVF and became a mother in November of 2009. Her first son, John “Matthew”, died in his father’s arms ten hours after he was born due to a very rare and undiagnosed labor complication called Vasa Previa. Lori continued IVF treatments and brought home her second son, Samuel “Luke” in January 2011. In April 2012, Lori suffered a miscarriage and lost another little boy, Trey, at fifteen weeks, but continues to find the joy in all of her many blessings.

Lori became the owner and editor of Still Standing Magazine in December, 2013, and is grateful to facilitate a resource that didn’t exist when her first son died. A writer, speaker, amateur photographer and former elementary teacher, Lori and her United States Marine Corps pilot-husband John are enjoying raising Luke in many different places. Lori and her family currently reside in Jupiter, Florida, with their Golden Retriever, Dixie. Though Lori has a Bachelor’s degree in Communication Studies and Psychology from Virginia Tech, as well as a Master’s of Science in Curriculum and Instruction from Radford University, her favorite job by far is Mom.

Find Lori here: blog

Articles by Lori


Megan

Megan is mother to identical twin sons Will and Michael Joseph ‘MJ’, and daughter Maci Jayne. After a brief infertility battle her twins were conceived and her and her husband, Willie, were beyond thrilled to welcome two boys. Halfway through their pregnancy, MJ was diagnosed with a congenital diaphragmatic hernia (CDH). At 36 weeks the boys were delivered: 21 inches and exactly 6lbs each. At just 35 days, and after three surgeries MJ passed away in Megan’s arms. After MJ’s death Megan joined Project Sweet Peas and started a division called MJ’s Memories. They deliver about 300 care packages and memory boxes to local NICU’s each year. Naively thinking the infertility battle would be over Megan and her husband decided to try again. The second time was much harder, but they did finally conceive only to miscarry at about 10 weeks. Finding the strength to try again was harder then they thought, but their rainbow baby, Maci Jayne was born in early 2012. Sometime in 2015 they hope to try again to complete their family.

Articles by Megan


MelissaMelissa is the wife to a handsome man, a stepmom to 3 great kids and a mom to twin boys in heaven.  The name of her blog is “Just a Girl, With A Lot To Say” and she does have a lot to say.  About infertility, family, IVF, twin pregnancy and most recently, twin loss.  She has been featured in Redbook Magazines, “Truth About Trying” campaign as she documented her fertility journey and now she is walking the journey of a grieving mother after the loss of her twin boys, Tucker and Fletcher.

She writes candidly and openly about her struggles, her faith and her life with a self depreciating humor and honesty people can relate to.  She hopes that through this incredible opportunity to share her story she is able to make others who find themselves in this confusing heartache of baby loss less alone.

Find Melissa here: blog / facebook / instagram

Articles by Melissa


MelissaMelissa Russell lost her first child, Aiden, in 2010 at 19 days old, after a normal pregnancy and delivery. It wasn’t until two days after his birth that it was discovered something was wrong with his digestive system. Eventually it became clear that his condition was too grave to be treated. Melissa and her husband spent two weeks in the NICU before bringing Aiden home for the last five days of his life, where he died in Melissa’s arms, holding his daddy’s finger. Losing Aiden was beyond heart breaking and having to watch Aiden suffer and eventually take his last breath was agonizing. His short life impacted and changed Melissa’s life in every way possible. Fourteen months later, Melissa and her husband anxiously but joyfully welcomed their rainbow baby Emily. Melissa will forever be grateful for the love, hope and joy Emily brought back into their lives.

In recent months, Melissa has felt the need to actively work towards healing her broken heart, searching for hope, peace and acceptance of the trauma of Aiden’s diagnosis and death. Melissa hopes that sharing what she is learning on this journey through grief will not only help her to continue to heal her own heart, but also connect with other bereaved parents so they know they are not alone. Sharing Aiden’s life and legacy is an important part of her journey to move forward with hope, love and remembrance in her heart.

Melissa is grateful and honoured to be a part of Still Standing Magazine and is looking forward to sharing more about her family’s journey through loss, life after loss and hope for the future. Anyone wishing to connect with Melissa can reach her at melissa.russell383@gmail.com

Articles by Melissa


nathalie Nathalie Himmelrich the author of the book Grieving Parents – Surviving Loss As A Couple and May We All Heal – Playbook For Creative Healing After Loss. As a relationship coach and grief recovery expert and bereaved mother herself she believes that relationships (intimate and to other support people) are the foundation for a healthy grieving experience.
She works privately with individuals or couples as a grief counsellor.
Her passion is writing and re-thinking human behaving and emoting. She’s processing her own experiences using her blog and you can also read her daughter Ananda Mae’s blog, where she writes letters to her identical twin sister, who left her body at a young age of 3 days.

Articles by Nathalie

Find Nathalie here: personal websitefacebook / twitter / or here: Grieving Parents website


RaeAnne Fredrickson

RaeAnne Fredrickson is married to Bryan and mama to Samuel Evan. He was diagnosed with a fluke and fatal condition called PUV early in pregnancy. She and her husband decided to carry him to term while filling his life with love. He was born alive and lived another four hours after birth in April, 2012.  Her grief has been complicated by a traumatic labor, an unplanned surgical delivery and the fact that she was not able to be with her son at the hospital after he died. She finds healing through her heartfelt writing, facing her emotions head-on, and reaching out to other babyloss families.

You can read their story on her blog, The Love We Carry.

She created All That Love Can Do to support and encourage other families who make the decision to continue pregnancy after receiving a fatal diagnosis. She runs the private online support groups for these families, manages the Facebook page and writes for the blog.

RaeAnne joined Still Standing Magazine to share her heart with others who understand. She hopes that no one will ever feel alone as they face the lifetime of grief that comes from living without a piece of their heart.

Find RaeAnne here: blog / facebook / website

Articles by RaeAnne 

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      Sam Dalin

      December 6, 2016

      As a Chaplain who has been with moms, dad’s, family’s at the loss of a child from pre born to new born to sweet sixteen and beyond thank you for publishing and putting together these real life stories.
      To the family’s thank you.
      Keep sharing, keep loving. I am grateful for YOU!

      Sam

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