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  • What This Feels Like…

    September 28, 2016

    This.

    It’s horrible.

    It’s heartbreaking.

    It has brought me to more tears and to my knees more in the last week than I have been in the…

  • No Immunity

    September 21, 2016

    Many days, my heart hurts.  Sometimes it’s just a second or two as I glance at Matthew’s picture…or think about the date (a year…

  • A Weird Place…

    September 8, 2016

    You know how sometimes you have something sit so, so heavily on your heart and in your mind, but you just don’t even know…

  • Secondary Infertility?

    August 24, 2016

    “A Woman Without A Country.”

    That’s the term I’ve been using to describe myself lately.

    In many aspects of my life right now, many things are…

  • It’s Never Easier…

    August 14, 2016

    …and really, incomparable.

    One week from tomorrow, I should have been going into the hospital for the scheduled delivery of my third little boy.

    I’m not…