People ask why I am not angry after losing my J. My answer? Because, anger blocks memories and without memories we have nothing. I have my very own angel, I love her more than anything.
XOXO
I have carried a baby. I have felt the kicks, the hiccups, the turns and the flips. I have shopped for those tiny little outfits, matching shoes and bibs. I have had seen my babys face all scrunched up on the scans. I have hand picked my child's name - Jaimee-Rose. Beautiful. I have given birth to a gorgeous baby girl. I have dragged myself from … [Read more...]
I had a fantastic pregnancy, no morning sickness, worked up until 34 weeks, if that was anything to go by I would have gladly gone through it a thousand times. Until i was measured wrong at 32 weeks and sent for a scan just to check bubbas growth, that's when my world was turned upside down. The Sonographer done the scan and saw that my little girls … [Read more...]
My son should be turning seven. Seven. So far I’ve survived five of his birthdays without him. Five. He was killed when he was two. Two. It doesn’t add up. It hasn’t since the day he was violently robbed from me and it never will. Just thinking about another birthday without him makes me want [...]
Guest Post by Megan Skaggs My first Mother’s Day was an incredible mix of emotions. I didn’t really know whether to be happy or sad; or crying or not. I remember feeling quite numb. Our surviving twin son, Will, was about 10 months old. His identical twin brother, MJ, had been dead for about 9 [...]
